I submitted my resignation. I know it is the dumbest thing to do on the planet when you have your pregnant wife, a 1 ? year old kid, and a beautiful dog …all depending on you for survival, and that too without another job on hand! But I could not help it. Everyone has a breaking point, and when pushed to the limit all behave cranky, and I am sure I am one among them.
I submitted my resignation. I know it is the dumbest thing to do on the planet when you have your pregnant wife, a 1 ? year old kid, and a beautiful dog …all depending on you for survival, and that too without another job on hand! But I could not help it. Everyone has a breaking point, and when pushed to the limit all behave cranky, and I am sure I am one among them.
It might sound like an impulsive decision taken in a spur of a moment, but I feel the event was destined. I siezed the problematic situation at office as a perfect opportunity to take the mighty plunge…a plunge into the unknown.
The decision wasn’t easy. I am aware of the consequences, and few of them could be…
*Relatives may look down upon me
*Few friends could ignore me
*Could have problems with wife & family
*Might have to skip food for money
I think I am ready for everything, and I surrender myself completely to the God or I should say the divine.
It would sound completely insane if I say I trust my Horoscope more than anything else. I am anyways running a good period, and I strongly feel that whatever happens, happens for the good.
The initial fear is unavoidable. It surely gives butterflies in the stomach, but to gain something you need to lose something. And from now I want to do things I am completely passionate about…and that are ASTROLOGY & MEDITATION!
In the process of decision-making I was also wondering about why was I scared so much? Why should anybody’s confidence depend on the organization he works for? Why cannot an individual exist as an individual? I probably would get answers for those questions soon…
I need money just for my survival and want to die contented. I don’t want to waste my time thinking about my promotions, my appraisals or about my position in an organization in the next 5 years….
From now my blogs would be about my real life experiences, and the failures and successes I face at every step of my life.
“A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step”, says Lao Tsu and I think I have taken my first step, and it is miles to go before I sleep.